It's been a while since I've had a chance to update this page.  Considering I don't have an audience, what would be the point?

It's time to remove what was here, I don't feel it anymore. There's no more anger here. There's not much of anything of what was my life before, and I am so happy about that. 

I am fortunate, blessed really, to have what I have today. And I wouldn't change one thing.

When Danny and I get the camera we're talking about and jam it with memories I'll be back to update again - for no one but myself (and Danny). He's crazy and so am I. But he is, by far, the love of my life. And I am his. For the first time in my life, I actually know and believe I am deeply loved, respected and honored. How life changing it has been.

God heard me. And delivered exactly what I needed (in addition to everything I wanted). I am grateful. Life itself still deals us and everyone some bad blows, and really bad days. Lately, alot. But knowing someone loves me this much has given me so many things.  I'm not afraid anymore.  I don't wonder about the future, now I set goals and make plans. I try not to judge and be a hypocrite. After all, I still don't know the other side of the story. Even being hurt by things in the past (far and recent) I accept, and think, and remember what Danny has reminded me of: it's not as bad as I think it is. I just don't know what it is. "It" is not forever. And I can separate - be mad at someone for one thing, but still love them for all the many others.

Anyway....when I feel better (physically) I'll update for my non-audience. Expect to see alot of DANNY and all of our kids.